If you don’t love me, somebody will. If you’re not missing me, somebody is. If you don’t care about me, somebody does. You’re replaceable.

D R A M A

 Hey everyone. I am so sorry for not posting in a while but I have to get something of my back . . . A lot of drama has been going on in my real life (outside of pico) these past few days. It has made me stressful, self-conscious, and feel like not even wanting to go outside my home. The sad part is most of this harrassing is happening on pico. So here's my side of the story. The names have been changed. Enjoy.

      One week my best friend Lacy was going to spend the night at my house. We made plans to go video chatting, stay up all night, and be silly. (: When she got to my house we put her bag in my room then we started fixing our hair and doing our make-up. Then we got on my laptop and started going into video chat rooms on www.TinyChat.com. (With our cam up of course) We soon got bored so asked my mom to go out to the little park close to my house. When we got there we wanted more people to come over so Lacy texted people and finally got a friend of ours, Mary, to come to the park too. We called my mom to see if Mary could spend the night too and my mom said yes. After a while we walked back to my place. We got on Pico, gossiped, and made Youtube videos. It had gotten pretty late by then and my mom and step-dad were already asleep. We went downstairs and turned on the TV and started and cracking jokes about the actors and actresses. I went upstairs to get the laptop from my room to bring downstairs for us to play on. So we all got chairs and sat in the kitchen with it. We started video chatting and Lacy got my fake cat ears that I had and put them on while we video chatted. Then we got a little crazy and started rubbing our bellies and making weird faces.. :3 My friends and I act weird. Then I went upstairs to get headphones so I could listen to some music and when I came back down, Lacy said, "WE'RE CHATTING WITH SOMEONE SAVANNAH!" I ran around the table to see who it was but they had the screen covered with the chat box. They told me he had his pants and underwear down. I pulled the chat box down to see if the were joking or not but of course they weren't. So we got out of it and went to a different one. People were calling us children and ugly. But one went too far. He said he was going to find Lacy and find her house and hurt her. She got out of TinyChat and closed the computer. She was scared and I tried to assure her that they couldn't find us. She didn't believe me and looked really scared. So we went back into the living room to watch TV. I was sleepy but didn't want to go to sleep. The girls said that it's alright and that I could sleep if I wanted to so I did. But I regret it because apparently Lacy was more scared than I thought. She had called her father and told him what happened. The next morning something seemed off about the two. Like they seemed different. Later that day I learned why. My mom called me into her bedroom and asked me if I watched porn or had shown it to Lacy. I said no and asked why. She said that Lacy's father had called her and told her that Lacy was scared because I took her and Mary to a porn website and they said they would find us. I cried and cried. How could my "best friends" betray me like this?? I went to school on Monday and Lacy totally ignored me and when she did look my way it was to give a cold stare. It doesn't help that we have 3 classes together (counting homeroom) and our lockers are side by side too! I think during the day to myself, I have no friends, I'm lame, nobody likes me all because everyone else is treating my different also. Maybe it's all in my head or I judge myself too much but it hurts. On top of all that, My other friend Tristen and Lacy were at her house and Tristen spilled the beans on what happened to her parents. Her parents were furious and told her not to be friends with me anymore. It was worse on pico because i was getting harrassed. They wouldn't leave me alone! I have lost three of my bestfriends

If you read to this far, thanks for listening to my ranting. Oh and if you're "Lacy" I know you think this is all lies because your side of the story focused on me being the bad guy and you 'didn't do anything' and sorry for calling you a douche. . . Bye fellow pico go-ers.